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Hey there.
I'm back again.
This time I'm having my mask treatment.
So yeah..........pretty much am free right now.

Honestly, I don't know if I should even be looking at the computer screen cause I'm pretty giddy right now.
Feeling so tired right now, should've slept early instead of eating my dinner at 9pm...
My head is drifting AGAIN, for the third freaking day.
I think I might just die from some brain related disease or something.

By the way, have I mention this guy named Jason in my current school?
He's so damn similar to Justin.
So similar that I keep mixing them up.
Which is not good. Not good at all.
Cause I keep hoping that he'll be like Justin, and everything can start again but except this time round we might have a better ending.
Coincidentally, Jason has a friend name Jia Hui too. ( Stalker alert~ )
And what's more, guess what's the first thing I've ever heard him said?
"你有沒有聽到？我的床在叫我！"
This is EXACTLY what Justin says to me ( or us ) when he's tired and wanna go home.
Word for word.
Okay, maybe Justin will add the rayray part.
Which if I'm not wrong, rayray is his pet toy.
...which might be a bear.

So anyways, I was really bored.
Now my mask in done, I now can't decide between sleeping and watching my shows.
On a side note, I'm actually getting sick of watching shows and entertaining myself using current technology.
Well, for now at least.
I actually feel like I need to get a life and start on my projects but honestly...I'm just too lazy.
& let's just might as well add in the fact that everything else in the world seems to much nicer and entertaining when you have to do something that is related to the academics.
That is really true by the way.

I realized I can type pretty well with my eyes closed too.
Which is weird cause I've always thought that I can't type very well?
As in, I can't type very well with my eyes closed cause I think I'm just not too familiar with the keyboard but apparently, my fingers are.
I HAVE NO IDEA. WOW.
Oh gosh, I think my eyelids are not holding on anymore.

Till next time....byebye!
xo

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